Light looks dim; but really how dim do I let it get. As time passes I feel like I understand what I can and cannot influence within the boundaries of my life. I've spent so long looking for a path that would keep me sane, and now that I've found something, I fear that I lack the patience for another journey. I need strength that is beyond me. A sign of hope that I'm not just walking another fruitless circle. I can pull myself up if only my heart can latch onto the dreams set ahead by my mind. My heart is weary however, it needs help.